I want to move on but it's hard to delete this account. It was easier to delete my Tumblr account, which I already did, but Deviantart, man. This IS hard.
The furthest I can go is hiding my drawings. But one day, one day, I would have the strength to actually delete this account.
I'm not doing this for anyone. I'm doing this for myself. I keep coming here because I expected the past, when I cannot go back to that past. I am who I am now. I cannot go to who I was before.
I have too many good memories here. Too many good arts out there which inspired me to draw and have fun.
But I cannot stay long. I have to move on sooner or later.
p.s: And hey, if you see any of my drawings online, please take them down for me. If you have them, save it for yourself. Don't post them anywhere.